MaSS LoSS

Movies ain’t what they used to be….

Watching Romy and Michelle, love this movie. What happened to movies just having fun instead of trying to outdo one another. Many of the movies I like are cultish or low budget. I haven’t watched too many blockbuster hits. just saw an old Kevin Smith movie called Vulgar. Wow, that was an unexpected turn of events, but good watch and weird. I must be getting old I can’t think f a movie I have seen recently that is a fave of mine. Not knocking Hollywood, but ya’ll don’t have to spend so much money on me at the movies, I’m a cheap date!

Rich for One Night!

Man oh man! Friday night and I’m still at work late. I don’t even know what to do on a Friday night. It’s a bit of a lonely night when you are new in town. Don’t have my buds to hang out with.

I do have one friend to hang out with today though. Unfortunately I have learned that the valley shuts down at like 11:30, everybody get out! That’s OK, I’m so tired today, I’m turning in early anyway. Darn meds got my brain swimming. Glub, glub!

Ate two bags of chips, ugh which I rarely eat so I feel like a sleepy potato now. Anyway its payday which means I am rich for one night. That’s right. Until they cash that check for rent.

Till then I’m a baller. You know we never have enough money…I think even though people think I live in the ghetto and my apt is tiny and I got Sallie Mae knocking, its OK. I love my roof and my bed as opposed to sharing a box with roaches. Shoot my tiny place is stylish at least if it is small. It’s not small it’s quaint….thank you.

All I got is today, and if I die before they cash that check… I won’t have to worry about it bouncing….just kidding…or am I?

CONTEST FEVER!

So I entered one of my songs in a contest provided by L.A.’s hottest rock station….shameless promotion…KROQ. I told myself last year I would enter every contest I could find, video contest, song contest, I even do those surveys on my Jack in the Box receipts.  Why? I’m gonna win one day fool, that’s why! So far I have 14, yes count them 14 votes, hey that’s amazing 14 people have listened to my moody music. There will be even more victims soon as I plot to spread my music around L.A. like a disease, shouldn’t be too hard. All you have to do is give people something free, hard times mean anything will pass for entertinment….so there’s hope for me!!

You can join the action too, just click the link and click LIKE

Shot to Rock contest

Summer approaches!

About to head out for a run. Swim suit season is here, yipes! I have managed to lose a lot of weight the past couple months since getting off of Seroquel.

However my midsection acts like it has no idea what the rest of my body is doing. “Hello! We are doing planks get with the program and get flat already!”

I could work out more if it weren’t for my drugs, I have to plan when i take them so I don’t pass out too early and am not still groggy in the morning, sometime if I forget and it’s 11pm I can’t take it because I sure won’t wake up on time.

Anyway,one side of me resents the pressure on women to look a certain way the other half craves it and will not be satisfied until I can crush cans with my glutes.

Ok now I’m just stalling on running, let me get outta here….

Letting down walls

I am learning that I am a fair-weather friend. When I am hypomanic or depressed I avoid people. I was informed today by a new friend that good friends should want to be there all the time, even if they see your ugly side. Well I got a couple of ‘em, but I want to let the wall down a bit. Not completely but maybe this new friend can start by taking one brick down.

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

Laptop, although it seems quite animate to me.